happy/sad

i have no idea should i be happy or sad with this hair. HAHA.

in random order:

first, i got back my result for semester one last week, it was so disappointing. ): it was not what i expected and i actually lose to a module which do not required examination. but don't worry, i had got over it. i'm gonna do better this coming semester. ((:

second, celebrated mid autumn festival in church. helped out in some sewing thingy and children's recycled lanterns. it was fun and invited B over as B was bored. HAHA.

third, granny was admitted to hospital as she was having high fever and led her into coma due to the lack of attention of the nurses(?). the doctors had asked us to get prepared for the worst.

four, cousin irene had gave birth to a boy called princeton. (: i have a nephew now. heehee.

five, i have yet to congrat chersy & jay. ((: congratulations. may you guys last long.

six, 5 more days to new semester. new modules. new lecturer(?). new timetable(?). lesser people too(?) due to attachment period.

seven, sister and i had haircut and treatment. i still can't get used to it and i just find it weird.

eight, attended amanda(LA)'s birthday chalet and caught the ugly truth with helmi.

nine, i still think i have a screwed up fringe. =X

lastly, i can't wait for school. (:

do you still remember how you nag at me when you give me sweet when i was young? you told me i should suck it not chew it. do you still remember how you nag at me not to sit on daddy's lap when i was young? you told me to sit on chair or floor but not daddy's lap. do you still remember before your illness had worsen, you also stayed at our house for a period of time when mummy had to look after you? you scolded me for snatching sweets away from brenda and you just would not care what i said? haha. do you still remember when you could not recognize anyone, you were put in home and i was there to see you thru the window? do you remember whenever i visited you on sundays, you looked at me and smiled at me for very long? no matter if you remember or not, you are still my granny who has such a lovely smile. it hurt so much to see you lying on the bed with the tube inserted to your nose. what worst was that the doctor said your brain was dead but heart is still beating. granny, please stay strong.

dear lord, please protect her