just log in to update a little in my dusty blog to make it alive.(:
but first, let me wish MARCOPOLO a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!(:
it's already december, soon we gonna bid farewell to 2009. how fast can this be!
so, clique, are we gonna have fireworks again? :D
the clique gonna have an early christmas celebration on the 13th. something to look forward to. however, i have yet to get a present for the exchange. HAHA. =X i bet we have many things to update each other on. yumyum.
holiday is coming, however, i have training to attend, projects, surprises and more to come.
t-i-m-e-m-a-n-a-g-e-m-e-n-t! holiday is never enough. HAHA.
till then i will update again..
in the end you still would not call ):
Tuesday: Talks.
Wednesday: NYAA.
Thursday: Start of Service Excellence role play.
Friday: Marina barrage with LB.
Saturday: BBQ with LA&LB
what is bff to you?
just came back from granny's wake.
i miss your smiles, granny!
i miss calling you too.
you look pretty and sweet today.
see you tomorrow.
(:
postponed clique's chill out session.
sorry girls and thanks for your understanding.
loves.
rushed to the hospital after receiving cousin's call. it was devastating news, the long awaited fear came, grandma had passed away. i could not hold back my tears while i was on my way to the hospital with daddy. tears started rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably. level 7-B ward 36, grandma was lying there still, looking pale and yellowish. she had really passed away. tears just flow like a river down my cheeks, behind the covered mask i wore. she was cold and stiff when i touched her. she was supposed to be discharge the following day which is today. she passed away on the same day as great grandaunt. she was led to another side of the world, where the dead will know, to meet grandpa whom i never met before, besides looking at his handsome pictures. all the images of spending time with her had vividly appeared in my head. it was sweet yet short. i remembered how she would smile at me whenever i called her 'ah ma ah ma' when i visited her over the weekends before she was admitted to the hospital. all this had came to a stop, a history and a memorable memory.she had lived for 82years of her life. that's my grandma, agnes chan. r.i.p grandma, i loved you. you will be always remembered.021109.
your granddaughter, karen
her wake will be at risen christ church until friday with a morning service and off she goes right beside grandpa and God.
it gonna be a long week ahead.
-my new routine is going well. love it. (:
-i will post a proper one once i have the time.
-i have been busy with projects and OlevelEng(?)ya right.
-currently have five projects now.
-back to my role play's script.(:
now i know why i have a B for communication.(:
because something in me is not stronger than other people.
i know i'm weak in it & people will laugh at it.
but, i wouldn't let it pull me down till i breakdown.
ha, i don't think anyone will know what i'm talking.
once bitten, twice shyalways remember. HAHA.
during WFB, mr wong asked if charisma is innate or trained?
what is your answer and why?
it's only the second day of school, my class was given other group project. so now i'm down with 3 projects in hands. o.O HAHA. goodness. i wonder how are my group members and i gonna complete it by the end of this 9 weeks of school(there are more to come, i guess). oh, i had received 3 textbooks today. HAHA. it's so WORDY! goddamnit. indeed WFB is the thickest textbook of all.
i waited for helmi to end school to pass him something and head home. i went to fetch rachel and bring her and brenda out for early dinner. many pairs of eyes were looking at me as though i'm the mother of rachel. mummy and older sister were home when rachel, brenda and i reached home. daddy went to visit granny. daddy brought back durian and it smell so good. yummy-licious.
new routine: no naps but early nights. possible? i hope so.(: time is precious. HAHA
tmr's lesson @9am.
there's S&W(sport&wellness)!YAY!
it's not what you think it is.
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
semester 2 has officially started.
the time table is packed with different modules and it also end late. haha. plus, this semester gonna be very theoretical and already have 2 projects in hands before even receiving our textbooks. woah woah woah.
we have a new lecturer named Mr Roshe Wong and will be teaching 'writing for business' and he did mentioned that it will be a thick textbook. we shall see tomorrow. heehee. so, before he released the class for early break time, he asked us to write out our wildest fantasy. HAHA. i just can't stop laughing at mine.
miss wong mentioned about our oversea trip and it seems that it will be either south korea or australia which will be happening next year jan or feb. eggcited. (: something to look forward for next year. haha.
tomorrow's lesson @8AM.
i was bored so i dyed my hair.
medium golden brown.
daddy going to stay over with granny at the hospital.
so, i'm gonna sleep with mummy tonight. heehee.
3 more days to school reopens.(:
4 more days to school reopens!(:
i have no idea should i be happy or sad with this hair. HAHA.
in random order:
first, i got back my result for semester one last week, it was so disappointing. ): it was not what i expected and i actually lose to a module which do not required examination. but don't worry, i had got over it. i'm gonna do better this coming semester. ((:
second, celebrated mid autumn festival in church. helped out in some sewing thingy and children's recycled lanterns. it was fun and invited B over as B was bored. HAHA.
third, granny was admitted to hospital as she was having high fever and led her into coma due to the lack of attention of the nurses(?). the doctors had asked us to get prepared for the worst.
four, cousin irene had gave birth to a boy called princeton. (: i have a nephew now. heehee.
five, i have yet to congrat chersy & jay. ((: congratulations. may you guys last long.
six, 5 more days to new semester. new modules. new lecturer(?). new timetable(?). lesser people too(?) due to attachment period.
seven, sister and i had haircut and treatment. i still can't get used to it and i just find it weird.
eight, attended amanda(LA)'s birthday chalet and caught the ugly truth with helmi.
nine, i still think i have a screwed up fringe. =X
lastly, i can't wait for school. (:
do you still remember how you nag at me when you give me sweet when i was young? you told me i should suck it not chew it. do you still remember how you nag at me not to sit on daddy's lap when i was young? you told me to sit on chair or floor but not daddy's lap. do you still remember before your illness had worsen, you also stayed at our house for a period of time when mummy had to look after you? you scolded me for snatching sweets away from brenda and you just would not care what i said? haha. do you still remember when you could not recognize anyone, you were put in home and i was there to see you thru the window? do you remember whenever i visited you on sundays, you looked at me and smiled at me for very long? no matter if you remember or not, you are still my granny who has such a lovely smile. it hurt so much to see you lying on the bed with the tube inserted to your nose. what worst was that the doctor said your brain was dead but heart is still beating. granny, please stay strong.
dear lord, please protect her
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