my eyes are swollen from all the crying i had in the afternoon.  i don't feel like going to school, i don't have the mood to study. i don't even have a proper set of stationaries and textbooks at all. my bag will be super duper light which i will feel super insecure about it. all my paper work are gone. too many things have to be replaced. i don't know where to start from. all the tests are coming one by one even napfa test. my sport and wellness' attire also gone. basically everything i need are not with me. i know there no point dwelling on it but i just don't know how to face it in a positive way. the more i think about it, the more i feel like crying again. i feel so unless and disappointed for not looking after all my thing. i think i will be at my worst for school, i'm sorry...