TICK-TOCK-TICK-TOCK-TICK... I realise 24hours a day is not enough for me. Maybe I do have the time, just that I was too lazy/tired/busy. hahs. Ever since the day i started my attachment, i have been spending lesser time with my family and friends. So many knots which get tighter each time i tried to untie it. the more i want to untie it, the more complicated it gets. sometimes REALITY scares me. I don't know how to put it but in short, REALITY do scares me.
i need some comfort. i need some hugs. i need someone to chat with. i miss my friends. i miss schooling. i miss those time the five of us spent together but they seem to be strangers to me. they have their boyfriends/girlfriends, newfriends and soon one by one stepping out of your life. the only one with different schedules from the rest, it's really eerie to feel this way. Tear just keep rolling down as i am typing. too many negative thoughts i am having now. the fear of losing close friends. the fear of every single shit.