decision made for the day: i will go school myself and meet my friends in class. (:

why? because i don't want to fall on the steps for rushing to class again to be saved from a zero for the first hour. hahs. i know it sounded ridiculous/stupid or whatever you can think of after reading it. YES. when i fell, i laughed, i got up, i turned back and i signed in relief that no one saw what had actually happened.(since i blog about it, people will know that i fell. it would not be that embarrassing. hahs.) for that few second, i was thinking if i did not wait for her, i would not have to rush for class, fell and got a bruise on my left knee. freaking ugly shit mark. well, i know i cannot blame anyone for i have fell on the steps.chilled off.hahs.

i named this week a busy/tests week. hahs.

monday

• RNT trial test.
• OIT trial 1 test.

tuesday

• OIT trial 2 test.

wednesday

• RNT actual test.
• BEG business & social etiquette test.
• OIT trial test 3.

thursday

• OIT actual test.
• NAPFA test.

friday

• student council chapter meeting.

i need colours in my current situation, it's so mundane nowadays which make me think of jellybeans. hahs. random. i feel so burnt out over my weekly schedule ever since semester 2 starts. i believe this will be the most stressful moment of my life to complete few modules in just 7 weeks.

"I am worn out, O LORD; have pity on me! Give me STRENGTH; i am completely exhausted." psalm 6; 2

dear lord, please give me the STRENGTH that i need.