"mistakes are lessons of wisdom.

the past cannot be changed.

the future is yet in your power."

-Hughe White

before i post another post for someone special who you will find out later. :D

let's see what i did today. [:

i met up with sookhar, shahidin and kunyao at esplanade library. A place where we always meet up for project but not very productive. HAH. i had KFC for lunch with kunyao and sookhar. sookhar went to chapter 2 to cut her hair by ZEN LIAN. he has dimple and i bet he must had felt so annoyed by kunyao and i suggesting different hairstyles to sookhar which mainly do not suit her. HAHA.

after sookhar's haircut, i met up with zach and stella to study! finally, i studied during the holiday. good for you, karen. :D i lost focus at the end but i did manage to get those note into my head and hope it stay in my head forever. [: we chit chat and joke around. kunyao and jon came also to get some form which i helped kunyao to print. [: sorry to make you guys came all the way from commonwealth(i hope i did not spell wrongly). yea.

i know, right from the start that she will hate me for telling her bf. i know it will sour our friendship in some way. i know, i know yet i think i still did a right choice. [: i doubted it in the first place when she stared at me. i asked for opinions which left me with no doubts. [: some said it's out of friendship love. but girl, it's your safety that you are risking. i do not want the worst to happen on you. you were so sure that nothing will happen to you but there always a slight possibility which people will called it an accident. i was glad you are safe once you reached home but i foresee the worst to come. betrayal you named it. i will not seek for your forgiveness but i hope you do see what i did was for your own good. i did not regret of what i DID/ SAID to you and your bf. what's done cannot be undone. with no doubt, I'm sure i did something right by sacrificing the trust/friendship you had in me and with a return of your safety. trust can be rebuild but safety will stay with you forever. i might not be very close to you as i know you for 2 months plus. i wish i would have say all this to you but i bet you will not listen as you had set a death's penalty to all my explanations. maybe one day you will realise and wake up. it's definitely your choice to do anything, your decision and all. as i said to you before 'I AM THE MASTER OF MY THOUGHTS.' you have the right to choose. all i can said choose wisely.
your truly, KAREN.

*some will understand my last paragraph.
so if you are lost/confused/weird, don't worry. [:

I'm a happy kid now. HAHA. :D