okay.my blog is so gonna get boring as each day passed.
results in 7 more days time.
am i gonna flunk it or am i suppose to promote to sec5.
gosh.i just wish that i will be promoted to sec5.
PRAY HARD.(:

past few days.
laziness hit me striaght not to blog.
yeah.
bookshop gets bored easily.
especially without company except auntie.
so quiet and make me think more. reflection.

i serious have no idea what to do.
move on or to stay.
why cant you give a definate answer.
maybe you did, maybe you didnt.
bothering you, irritate you.
getting more and more confused.
shld i just leave you alone.
i dont wish too.
but it seem that i have too.
unwillingly, thats the word.
leaving unwillingly.
maybe it sound so desperate.
looking at those messages you sent.
doubting every word you said.
true or fake.
serious or not.
maybe i just think too much.
maybe to you is nothing.
but to me, yes is something.
by deleting the message wun help to forget you.
maybe in your mind.
im no longer there.
but images of you just keep flowing in non-stop.
its hard to forget you.
just so into you.
boyohboy.
i just simply love you,_____!

badminton was alright today.
not a full blast.
went northpoint.
ate macs.
played racing cars.
chit chats.

friends just make you forget alot of things.
but when you are alone.
just gonna go crazy.

how i wish there is brain memory card.
stored all your memories.
and delete the unwanted.
keepsake the wanted.

just wanted to post this.
CHERSY KUSUMA.
thanks for being there when i need someone.
thou, there some ups and downs not long ago.
but still we did puke it out to each other.
like what you said no hidden secrets between us.
maybe abit. but mostly were told.
but yeah. just wanna tell you,
i love you.(: