lilaclilgirl.blogspot.com

2011-06-24T14:46:00.000+08:00

i'll be back yo!

hopefully.

hahaha.

it's fine.

2011-04-25T03:05:00.000+08:00

i just realized you had deleted me on facebook.

maybe it's better this way.

thank you for the memories we had.

i will keep it well.

yes

2011-04-21T04:24:00.000+08:00

just tell me, i'm on the right path.

mixed feelings

2011-04-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

愛太痛

2011-04-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

能不能不愛了因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了愛情它太痛了

我痛得快死了卻無法把愛割捨

ironic much

2011-04-07T03:55:00.000+08:00

夜深人静的时候,

你会在做什么呢?

我会想好多好多事情,

或者我也会发呆呢...

有时候,

我觉得我好象双面人.

喜悦与忧愁.

乐观与悲观, 等等

采取行动,

还是放慢脚步

例如, 学业; 友情; 爱情; 事业

结果...会是一样吗?

为什么人类的大脑是如此, 那么复杂

还是, 因为我想太多了...

私は本当にあなたが好き

temasek polytechnic

2011-04-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

i had waited for 3 years to go to my desired poly.

however, it'll be a different course.
enrollment tomorrow.

how cool is that?

goodbye my lover

2011-04-01T03:12:00.000+08:00

be strong.

new journey awaits.

勇气

2011-03-31T01:39:00.000+08:00

我需要勇气.

仔女的后人

2011-03-30T02:21:00.011+08:00

我慢慢的觉得我越来越象个仔女了.

每当莫些人约我出去, 我会毫不犹豫的拒绝.

何我会这样呢?

我也不知道.

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好白痴的我, 看到你的回复简讯感觉好温馨,也傻笑了一下.让我更喜欢你.

我也不晓的为何会喜欢你.

你的话又是否可以相信呢?

我看到的和你说的为何不一样呢?

难道这是所谓的被爱冲昏头.

hmmm...

chicken,

2011-03-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

♥

randomly.

2011-03-27T04:51:00.002+08:00

one, sometimes i wonder how many poeple actually do read my blog?

two, is it weird to be awake at such hour to blog? hmmm...

three,it's been a month since i worked in KDT. i'm still in the midst of should i or should i not go back? well, i can't deny that the pay and view is good. moreover, i do definitely miss some of my colleagues.J

&four, in few days' time, i will be getting my final result for ite (time flies) and posting for poly. you will never know how nervous i am and i wish the results will not be disappointing!

lastlyfive, ohhh and should i have a list of what-i-want for birthday?

What can i do?

2011-03-03T07:04:00.000+08:00

我愛你可不可以你也很巧的愛上我

it just me.

2011-02-11T02:21:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry and thank you, baby.

battle cry

2010-11-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

my eyes are small, they are beautiful and i'm loving it. (:

it's gonna be two months since the first day of internship.

there has been ups and downs during operations.

i had made mistakes and learnt from it.

i also had many virgin experiences and i believe that there will be more to come.

look at the fatigued face of mine!

complexion is getting from bad to worst too.

i need to burn some fats.

nights.

Kinder Bueno

2010-11-14T02:14:00.001+08:00

it's another raining day for work.

it went smoothly even though it's only two hundred plus plus cover.

it wasn't as bad as last thursday.

however, for such cover on a saturday night was bad.

it supposed to be quality over quantity.

but sadly, it's not. it's the other way round for everyday.

guests were complaining and all.

nevertheless, i had a great day.

i was thinking if i should request to spend my second half of IAP to the club side.

so that i can able to gain experience from both side, restaurant and club.

at the same time, sookhar will be there.

however, i'm afraid of the madness timing and off days are not flexible.

perhaps i should think twice.

church later on..

work later on...

and off day on monday.

excited much! XD

i'm gonna attend sister's performance.

pictures soon...

night world.

still smiling.

2010-11-12T01:32:00.011+08:00

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

yet another day

2010-11-10T02:22:00.000+08:00

looking forward to this day when i can spend time with family since it's my off day.

i wonder where/what mummy wanna go/do...

anyway, work was okay, i supposed.

a guest was so angry and he raised his voice at me when i approached him because he and his group of friends were waiting very long for their table.

it actually make me teared. HAHA.

i mean, why raise your voice when i speak nicely to you.

goshhh.

stay firm and calm.

let's chant...

After 48 Hours

2010-11-08T23:49:00.025+08:00

off days are over and I'm going back to work.

YES, I think I'm gonna be just this girl in this above picture.

WHY?

because, i got to tie up my hair into a french twist and put on make up, which both are not my forte, for work.

just hope i will not take too long in the toilet. whahaha. =/

i managed to get a picture which is similar to how my uniform look like and with french twist.

so ya.

so not me.

Nights.

I'm Proud of Myself

2010-11-07T02:13:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT!

I'M REALLY VERY PROUD OF MYSELF.

WHY?

BECAUSE I CAN ACTUALLY HANDLE DIFFICULT GUESTS WITH A SMILE.

I'M ONE LEVEL UP!

love the rain(sometimes).

H.W.E

2010-11-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm, yeah, yeah

Baby, please try to forgive me

Stay here don't put out the glow

Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker

You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical

So help me I can't win this war, oh no

Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker

You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession

Got nothing to hide no more

I don't know where to start

But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done

I never wanna play the same old part

I'll keep you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

for you.

12HOURS

2010-11-05T01:50:00.006+08:00

dinner of the day.
Fried Fish in Thai Style with Chilli, Char Kwey Teow, 'Worm' Noodles, Drumstick, Crab Stick with Scallop Soup & Plain Water.

12 hours of work really kills.

i wonder how people able to survive with lack of sleep yet able to be so active during operation period with just one proper meal?

this is draining me up slowly.

perhaps one day when i'm comfortable to take picture in my uniform, i will post it. for now, let it remain in my daily attire. C=

'Happy Deepavali to all!'

"Have I not commanded you?
Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed,
for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go"
-Joshua 1:9

still alive

2010-11-03T20:51:00.005+08:00

it has been months since i have update my blog. so here i am to keep this blog alive as much as i can.*fingers crossed*

as some will know that i had started my industrial attachment programme (IAP) last month, it has not been a smooth journey. however i hope i will be able to survive this new experience which will worth me 8 credits in order to graduation. so, let's hope for the best. XD

indeed, f&b industry is not an easy job. long hours and dealing with different guests' needs and expectations. moreover, f&b is the basic needs of all creatures. so, i should be very proud of what i'm doing. C=

apart from all the grumbles and tears, i also gain many things in return. And i believe it will help me in future. however, i need to learn to stay firm and not letting people walk over me. *it's not easy but i'm gonna try*

being in this industry is really a VERY BIG challenge to me, be it physically or mentally. nevertheless, i'm gonna CONQUER it and i WILL until the very end.

that's my job, guest relations agent. C=

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emotional breakdown

2010-07-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

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i'm sick of repeating the same old shit over and over again.

life's unfair.

fml.

THOUGHTS

2010-07-01T15:46:00.003+08:00

that's how i'm feeling now.

projects, school, work, friends, family, attachment and etc.

nothing seems to go smoothly for me.

what's teamwork?

why does it happen to me?

too much to be mentioned here if not unwanted attention will occur.

Well, this shall be the first post of the month-July.

have a nice JULY ahead.

WOW!

2010-06-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

look at this little space of mine which has been left untouch for months.

byebye.

NEW UPDATES

2010-04-23T20:37:00.005+08:00

second week of school had been all about projects. it's harder, tougher, more challenging than before and have to complete in a short period of time. we had also given problem based learning(PBL) for projects. stressful? i bet it is! and it would not stop coming until meeting all the deadlines. to add up the stress level, there would be common tests and exams to prepare. the modules are hard to remember and i always have this thinking,'how am i suppose to study?' yea.

people have their priority to follow, don't always assume anything.(:

let me share some good news!

earlier this year, meiwen and i had participated in a photography competition, 'Clean and Green Singapore: You and Me'. this was our first time participating such competition on taking pictures. our pictures we had sent in had won us a 3rd prize under school category. Our work piece will be exhibit tomorrow for the whole day at Bishan Active Park together with all the winners from school and individual categories. if you have the time, do come down and take a look and there will be a concert too at 730pm! (:

next good news,

again, meiwen and i participated in a CCA, green club's 'design your own eco bag' with recyclable materials. we also won a prize which is 1st! thanks to the generous votes from people and judgers in school.

hard works do pay off. (:

tomorrow gonna be a busy day too!

NYAA- Eco energy @ yew tee!

so before i end my post,

i would like to wish chersy kusuma,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!

goodnight earthlings!

second day of school

2010-04-13T21:54:00.007+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog. (:

as you can see, the picture below is my new timetable which i also posted in facebook. it was given on the first day of school. it was the best timetable i can say. (: but good things don't always last long as it only valid for a month. HAHAHA.

so according to the timetable, today ended at 12. i decided to take the longer way home with sookhar, boonwee and qibin. bid farewell with qibin at outrum mrt and alighted at raffles place. boonwee, sookhar and i had the sudden urge not to go home early and went to amk hub for lunch since the train only stop at amk. we walked the whole of amk hub to decide what to have for lunch. we ended up at the other side of amk which near the library. HAHAH. we had suki sushi buffet. there wasn't pictures because we were so hungry that once the food arrived, we ate it. the food is great but service sucks. if service sucks, why do we have to pay that 10%?

after suki sushi, i bought two boxes of durian puff home. it was delicious that rachel had almost all the puffs to herself after dinner.

roughly, you would know how many puffs she had base on the pictures. HAHA. before i end my post, i was reading someone's blog and guess what i found? something interesting! HAHA. i guess it appeared on many people's blog before. HAHA.

here you go,

——LIST OF THINGS GIRLS WISH GUYS KNEW——

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Garranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.

23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32. Compliments. We love them.

33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.

39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

45. We never forget things. Ever.

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

52. We don’t like being used.

53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…

55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

so, above all, i don't agree on certain sentences as i guess it's more on personal preference too. (:

goodnight all.

lesson at 8am(:

PASS 4 DAYS...

2010-04-09T00:32:00.007+08:00

last Monday and Tuesday, I was working at Carter's Curiousities. (: great company = super! i was cashiering on monday, it was really fun fun fun. so the pictures below was what i had for my lunch. the first was okay, the second was horrible. HAHA. =X

i sent in an email to request for 2 weeks break from work too. (: lovely. hopefully i would have more time to organize myself when school starts. anyone excited about school starting? new and tough modules, friday's badminton and canteen food. hmm.hmm.hmm. but i i think all this will last for a day, thats when school starts. HAHAHA.

So, Wednesday!

I went out with mummy for some shopping. it was great as ever since she left for taiwan and i left for hongkong, we never had a day just for 2 of us. i think i made mummy laugh alot too regarding about work and all. HAHA. loved it. we also saw Mr Roshe Wong at CityHall. Mummy said he looked so young.(: family and i attended church's buffet dinner. it was okay food wise mostly were spicy and entertainment was so so too.

AND, Thursday!

I went out with church lectors to catch 'How To Train Your Dragon' movie! it's really a great movie, 5 stars!

after that we slacked at TCC chatting away. after all the chit chatting and we decided to head home as some have school and work. home sweet home.

3 more days to school.

its friday, so what's your plan?

brand new start

2010-04-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

YES! i had decided to keep my blog alive. is it good or bad?

it's already april, meaning, it will be my senior year for higher nitec in leisure and travel operations. many people has asked me where would i go after i graduated from this course. my answer to them is 'TP, tourism related courses.' but on second thought, do i really want that and would i be able to make it. sometimes, i really hesitate where would i end up in, obviously i would like to pursue a higher level in this course. it's really confusing that i don't have a definite answer and it's really annoying. meiwen said let the time do it job. i hope it does. ((:

one more week to school reopen and it would be the last semester of modules to study. excited yet nervous if i will be able to maintain my results. speaking of results, i believed that mostly of us received our results. some were happy and some were disappointed. for me, i could say that i managed to maintain it the way i wanted it. for those who are happy with their results, keep it up. (: for those who are disappointed with their results, don't be, just put in more effort. (:

every failure leads to success.

oh, one more thing! my class had changed from LB to LN. it's awful, right? well, it just a term but yet it freaking weird to change class when you got used to writing LB at the top of each worksheet and textbook.

work in USS is great, but people i know is leaving one by one. ): but still, its good to be a cashier, seriously. HAHAHA. it's fun, thrilling and nervous. can you imaging you give the wrong change and you got to top up for it. HAHAHA. it did not happen yet and i don't wish to happen on me either. making new friends and seeing new faces are good but sometimes you will feel neglected in some ways. HAHA.

i think its a lengthy post.

i shall stop here.

work tomorrow. (:

malaysia in september?

cross country

2010-02-25T22:15:00.004+08:00

it was my first attempt to run a cross country and the outcome was fascinating. (:

there's times i wanted to give up the run but it's you who make me continue.

you were there guiding me all along, pushing me to the finishing line.

everything that happened during the run was simply your miracle.

the energy and strength for the last sprint to the finishing line.

i felt your presence around me.

you showed me i could do it.

thank you Lord.

i'm glad i prayed before the run and i did it.

TOP 1o!

my number 444. XD

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hmmm...

2010-02-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

it's time for me to exercise!

HAHA.

你了吗?

2010-01-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

每当遇上伤心矢意的时侯

我也渴望能轰轰烈烈地梦一场,

把平日哭不出来的眼泪释放出来,

把心释放, 把自己也释放...

縂比矢眠好!

TGIF

2010-01-22T20:30:00.003+08:00

i'm tired.

i have work tomorrow.

so i'm going to sleep now!

goodnight.

TIME MANAGEMENT

2010-01-17T23:30:00.004+08:00

weekdays school, weekends work.(:

so much things yet so little time.

i hope i don't screw up.

jiayou!

timeout!

C6

2010-01-11T20:10:00.010+08:00

i thought i was alright, however i was wrong.
the twisted feeling is back again.

blame it on me to have CHEESE bread.

i'm feeling so much better after i take my medicine (NOT).

>:(

i'm happy with the result.

i passed after so long but is it good enough? i doubt so.

daddy asked, what's your plan now?
i replied, i don't know.

i'm waiting for the letter which indicates all the courses i can choose/apply for and...

what if i managed to get the course i want? quit ite and go for it?

what if i didn't managed to get the course i want? continue ite and retake english again?

dilemma.

i dislike it, it's like back to square one. pffts.

i feel stupid.

abdominal flu.

2010-01-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday, gave school a miss due to the unbearable twisted feeling in my tummy early in the morning. mummy brought me to visit family's doctor and to know that i was down with abdominal flu. yes!): have to bid goodbye with all the spicy and oily food, milk etc for the time being and hello to porridge. plenty of water and rest is needed to fight the virus. how unlucky to be be sick on the first month of 2010.

today, i was feeling much more better however i still have to have porridge for my meals. HAHA.

i have a boring life. thank you.

you just wasted a few minutes of your time reading this.

A Penny of My Thoughts

2010-01-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

there's many issues i have been thinking lately,

but i dont know how to put it in words.

let just say,

my time management must be good

to balance many things at once.

till then...

unfulfilled.

2009-12-20T23:12:00.004+08:00

One week of holiday had passed yet i don't think i had fulfilled what i want. )':

There's like tons of research i should do for my projects, however, i'm procrastinating and only managed to do bits by bits. it is not very fulfilling and yes, it does annoyed me very much.

training had took up my weekdays and it will only end on 28dec. it's really enriching and eye opening on how the way they groom and prepare us, however, it's exhausting too.

i guess that's all.

another long week ahead.

and i wish i really could complete my individual project by then. (:

)':

2009-12-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

i hate being a crybaby

whenever a quarrel occurred.

好-久-不-见

2009-12-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

just log in to update a little in my dusty blog to make it alive.(:

but first, let me wish MARCOPOLO a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!(:

it's already december, soon we gonna bid farewell to 2009. how fast can this be!

so, clique, are we gonna have fireworks again? :D

the clique gonna have an early christmas celebration on the 13th. something to look forward to. however, i have yet to get a present for the exchange. HAHA. =X i bet we have many things to update each other on. yumyum.

holiday is coming, however, i have training to attend, projects, surprises and more to come.

t-i-m-e-m-a-n-a-g-e-m-e-n-t! holiday is never enough. HAHA.

till then i will update again..

in the end you still would not call ):

MIA

2009-11-09T20:58:00.003+08:00

Tuesday: Talks.

Wednesday: NYAA.

Thursday: Start of Service Excellence role play.

Friday: Marina barrage with LB.

Saturday: BBQ with LA&LB

what is bff to you?

ah ma ah ma

2009-11-04T00:30:00.005+08:00

just came back from granny's wake.

i miss your smiles, granny!

i miss calling you too.

you look pretty and sweet today.

see you tomorrow.

postponed clique's chill out session.

sorry girls and thanks for your understanding.

loves.

R.I.P granny.

2009-11-03T01:52:00.007+08:00

rushed to the hospital after receiving cousin's call. it was devastating news, the long awaited fear came, grandma had passed away. i could not hold back my tears while i was on my way to the hospital with daddy. tears started rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably. level 7-B ward 36, grandma was lying there still, looking pale and yellowish. she had really passed away. tears just flow like a river down my cheeks, behind the covered mask i wore. she was cold and stiff when i touched her. she was supposed to be discharge the following day which is today. she passed away on the same day as great grandaunt. she was led to another side of the world, where the dead will know, to meet grandpa whom i never met before, besides looking at his handsome pictures. all the images of spending time with her had vividly appeared in my head. it was sweet yet short. i remembered how she would smile at me whenever i called her 'ah ma ah ma' when i visited her over the weekends before she was admitted to the hospital. all this had came to a stop, a history and a memorable memory.she had lived for 82years of her life. that's my grandma, agnes chan. r.i.p grandma, i loved you. you will be always remembered.021109.

your granddaughter, karen

her wake will be at risen christ church until friday with a morning service and off she goes right beside grandpa and God.

it gonna be a long week ahead.

Ding Dong Bell...

2009-10-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

-my new routine is going well. love it. (:

-i will post a proper one once i have the time.

-i have been busy with projects and OlevelEng(?)ya right.

-currently have five projects now.

-back to my role play's script.(:

now i know why i have a B for communication.(:

because something in me is not stronger than other people.

i know i'm weak in it & people will laugh at it.

but, i wouldn't let it pull me down till i breakdown.

ha, i don't think anyone will know what i'm talking.

once bitten, ~~twice shy~~always remember. HAHA.

during WFB, mr wong asked if charisma is innate or trained?

what is your answer and why?

packed?

2009-10-13T20:05:00.015+08:00

it's only the second day of school, my class was given other group project. so now i'm down with 3 projects in hands. o.O HAHA. goodness. i wonder how are my group members and i gonna complete it by the end of this 9 weeks of school(there are more to come, i guess). oh, i had received 3 textbooks today. HAHA. it's so WORDY! goddamnit. indeed WFB is the thickest textbook of all.

i waited for helmi to end school to pass him something and head home. i went to fetch rachel and bring her and brenda out for early dinner. many pairs of eyes were looking at me as though i'm the mother of rachel. mummy and older sister were home when rachel, brenda and i reached home. daddy went to visit granny. daddy brought back durian and it smell so good. yummy-licious.

new routine: no naps but early nights. possible? i hope so.(: time is precious. HAHA

tmr's lesson @9am.
there's S&W(sport&wellness)!YAY!

it's not what you think it is.

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along

Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate

The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves would guide you through another day

exhausted.

2009-10-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

semester 2 has officially started.

the time table is packed with different modules and it also end late. haha. plus, this semester gonna be very theoretical and already have 2 projects in hands before even receiving our textbooks. woah woah woah.

we have a new lecturer named Mr Roshe Wong and will be teaching 'writing for business' and he did mentioned that it will be a thick textbook. we shall see tomorrow. heehee. so, before he released the class for early break time, he asked us to write out our wildest fantasy. HAHA. i just can't stop laughing at mine.

miss wong mentioned about our oversea trip and it seems that it will be either south korea or australia which will be happening next year jan or feb. eggcited. (: something to look forward for next year. haha.

tomorrow's lesson @8AM.

countdown2

2009-10-09T19:11:00.003+08:00

i was bored so i dyed my hair.

medium golden brown.

daddy going to stay over with granny at the hospital.

so, i'm gonna sleep with mummy tonight. heehee.

3 more days to school reopens.(:

countdown

2009-10-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

4 more days to school reopens!(:

happy/sad

2009-10-07T12:07:00.009+08:00

i have no idea should i be happy or sad with this hair. HAHA.

in random order:

first, i got back my result for semester one last week, it was so disappointing. ): it was not what i expected and i actually lose to a module which do not required examination. but don't worry, i had got over it. i'm gonna do better this coming semester. ((:

second, celebrated mid autumn festival in church. helped out in some sewing thingy and children's recycled lanterns. it was fun and invited B over as B was bored. HAHA.

third, granny was admitted to hospital as she was having high fever and led her into coma due to the lack of attention of the nurses(?). the doctors had asked us to get prepared for the worst.

four, cousin irene had gave birth to a boy called princeton. (: i have a nephew now. heehee.

five, i have yet to congrat chersy & jay. ((: congratulations. may you guys last long.

six, 5 more days to new semester. new modules. new lecturer(?). new timetable(?). lesser people too(?) due to attachment period.

seven, sister and i had haircut and treatment. i still can't get used to it and i just find it weird.

eight, attended amanda(LA)'s birthday chalet and caught the ugly truth with helmi.

nine, i still think i have a screwed up fringe. =X

lastly, i can't wait for school. (:

do you still remember how you nag at me when you give me sweet when i was young? you told me i should suck it not chew it. do you still remember how you nag at me not to sit on daddy's lap when i was young? you told me to sit on chair or floor but not daddy's lap. do you still remember before your illness had worsen, you also stayed at our house for a period of time when mummy had to look after you? you scolded me for snatching sweets away from brenda and you just would not care what i said? haha. do you still remember when you could not recognize anyone, you were put in home and i was there to see you thru the window? do you remember whenever i visited you on sundays, you looked at me and smiled at me for very long? no matter if you remember or not, you are still my granny who has such a lovely smile. it hurt so much to see you lying on the bed with the tube inserted to your nose. what worst was that the doctor said your brain was dead but heart is still beating. granny, please stay strong.

dear lord, please protect her

tired.

2009-09-30T22:37:00.007+08:00

i enjoyed the company of theirs even thought we did not have a good tan at all. haha. shall we plan another round before school starts for everyone?(:

result will be out @8am tmr.

i'm nervous and scared.

i wish i will get my APPLES.

grant my wish, i pray.

(((:

i was so pissed but...

2009-09-21T23:27:00.014+08:00

'ohh eeh ohh ah aah ting tang walla walla bang bang'

left the house for church's walkathon with family. during one-fifth of the journey, i left and walked home to prepare for work @raffles hotel. sister and i met up with sookhar @cityhall. we walked to raffles hotel and end up being told that we can't work because the human resources(HR) was not open. we could not get our working pass and my injection, typhoid. so the person-in-charge told us she would bring us around to familiarize the place. we have no choice but to feel so being busted by the person-in-charge. we were cursing and swearing while walking back to raffles city. sookhar suggested that we should go suntec for the food festival @conventional hall 4 since it will be the last day. at the entrance, we could feel it would not be any good because it was crowded and the smoke from the vendors' stall which stain/stink our clothes/hair with smell. we walked around, tried some samples and bought some food. we shared durian puffs too. we bought sausages and bag organizer(don't ask me why they sell inedible stuff), durian puffs(again) and some product for mummy/family.

once we were out of the conventional hall, we went to one corner to try out the bag organizer. we were all amazed by the product. haha. it was really handy and good which cost S$15. haha. if i have the time, i shall take a few pictures of it. while packing our stuff, we were deciding where to go next. sister then suggested to walk to iluma,bugis then to orchard central,somerset. before we start our 'walkathon' as i was whining that i could have join family for the rest the walkathon in the morning, sister and i bought ice cream from haagen daz. we even stopped at the cathay building for air con. haha.

sister went to check on her stuff and i saw kelwin @iluma. haha. we took another break at orchard central as they have sofa for resting purposes. we walked around and went to this shop called the Urban Write which is affiliated to popular BUT not a high end class popular. haha. sister and sookhar will understand what i'm saying. so we bought some designed books and off to more than words. woolaalaa, the sale girl is so friendly laaa. sister and i bought plenty of stuffs there. haha. we took the train home after that.

truly, a walkathon day for me. HAHA.

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here are some pictures which were taken from church feast day's dinner last saturday. (((:

the serving of the food was super duper slow
singing is the only entertainment
family won 2 prizes in the lucky draw
a colourful floral tote bag & a chinese painting

rachel is a hyper child but she has a weak heart, do pray for her in your prayer. (((: greatly appreciated.

i heard that semester one results will be out in 1stOCT, what a 'children's day' gift. HAHA.

good luck LB&LA!(((: hope the results are what you are aiming for(((:

TMR's a special day for daddy&mummy. :D

till then.

toodles.

random.

2009-09-17T23:01:00.003+08:00

I saw a group of aunties, to be exact 5 aunties, in their 50s or 60s. They were celebrating one of their birthday at sakae sushi. I was so excited and told my mummy that in future, my group of friends and i will be just like them. However her reply wasn't what i expected, she told me otherwise (in chinese). fyi, the language that my mummy and i communicate is in chinese. So, she told me that how sure am i to know that my group of friends and i will be just like them even if we are close now, doesn't mean in future will. eventually, individually will have their own path of life and sway away. she left me speechless and think so hard and sometimes, reality sucks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY & RACHEL!(:

2009-09-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

family celebrated daddy and rachel's birthday together as their birthday are one day apart. we had our dinner at northpoint and headed to marina barrage. HAHA. the pictures below are in random order.

dedication post

2009-09-15T23:47:00.004+08:00

I was force to post something about S. HAHA.

p/s, i was just kidding. (:

~~so,~~ Dear S

Thank you for putting up the nonsense i had be it in SMS, MSN or at DAISO. haha! Thank you for being a/an joker, lamer or entertainer(such word?). you understand will do. Thank you for your sense of humour, your bullying and your words(?). HAHA. Seriously, i have nothing more to say.

With love

Karen

What a Special Day with YOU.(:

2009-08-29T23:36:00.009+08:00

Today marked the first date of both of us going out, one to one. ((:

It was full of laughters, stupidity and a little anger (in a good way or not.) haha!

So here the story goes,

While waiting for Brenda to be home from school, Karen went to prepared herself. Once Brenda was home, both of them went out to attend a talk at Tangjong Pagar. Brenda had to get a standard card as she had lost hers. They boarded the train and headed to Tangjong Pagar. It was estimated forty minutes journey. Brenda took out her music player to listen and shared it with Karen.

Both of them reached their destination, Tanjong Pagar. Due to Karen's misreading of the location, both of them took a bus and alighted outside Keppel Workshop. It was totally an industrial place, so they took another bus and found out that they were heading to VivoCity. Karen then found out they were far from where they wanted to go, she called their father about their situation. The person-in-charge, Mabel, called Karen to asked if they are still attending the talk. Karen told Mabel that they were lost. Mabel directed Karen to their building and the building ended up right outside Tangjong Pagar Plaza! They should not have taken any buses at all!

Brenda panicked as they were going to be late for the talk and triggered Karen's anger's nerve(s). Both of them have to change notes for coins so that Brenda could take the bus back to Tangjong Pagar. While Karen was looking at the number of stops to alight, Brenda was looking too. One of the bus came and left without both of them knowing until Karen saw the reflection. Brenda ran for the bus and Karen had to shout for her to stop, Karen scolded Brenda because Karen was afraid Brenda might fall off the pavement as she ran too closely to the bus. Karen and Brenda did not talk for awhile because Karen had to cool off because that little sister of her has no common sense and always act recklessly.(haha)

Once they were back at Tangjong Pagar, Karen called Mabel for the location and finally both of them found the place after so many 'who-has'(drama?). Karen and Brenda filled in some form and there they went for their talk by Amin. It was really good experience and motivational, especially for Brenda. Hopefully, Brenda find this applicable to her. The talk lasted for three hours.

Karen and Brenda decided to walk around the AMARA as they were craving for shaker fries but in the end they had Subway! both of them shared a meal as they had dinner at home waiting for them. Karen suggested to walk to Raffles Place MRT and Brenda hesitated for awhile because she did not want to be lost again. (HAHA) Brenda agreed. They walked to Tangjong Pagar MRT and checked the map. This time round, Karen asked Brenda to lead the way. It was a good time for the both sisters to bond and get to know each other better during this long walk. They took pictures, joked, sang, fingers games and went to museum together.

They ended up at museum. They decided to take a look, (tada) snap shot the picture above. There were more pictures captured but Karen was lazy to post it up and her mother was nagging for her to sleep. Both Karen and Brenda decided to walked to City Hall MRT. They bounced back from Marina Bay. In the train, both of them decided to snap shot themed expressions. (HAHA) Laughers were filled in the air as each expressions were made. Soon, both of them had to alight. Both of them were playing fingers game on the way back from the train station to their door step.

Their little sister, Rachel welcomed them home at the door. Their family watched Michael Jackson concert followed by Boys over Flowers(again) with their mother only. After all the television programmes, Karen switched on her laptop and starts blogging.

So this marked the end of Karen's SATURDAY. (:

It was really great to bring Brenda out even though i always flare at her.

Maybe due to the lack of communication between us or

Maybe i always shut her up. HAHA. or...

No matter what i do, I LOVE YOU, BRENDA <3!

Thank you for being understanding and helping me to do this and that.

That's my confession to you. (:

Grandmother's house tomorrowwww....

Meeting the clique this coming FRIDAY!

EXAMS in ONE week times. =X

HOLIDAY in TWO week times. HOORAY!

i miss ah tham and jonathan for badminton training. HAHA

how i wished you both were there, so do sookhar. ((:

the bed is calling...

toodles

all i need now is to...

2009-08-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

have a break, have a kitkat.

1000D

2009-08-02T21:12:00.006+08:00

first post in August!(:

i have yet to complete my articles for Business Environment which gonna due tomorrow and i'm here blogging. HAHA. i'm so doom! im gonna do a short post and back to my articles. sometimes i wonder if i should like august or not as it gonna be hell way busier than before. ):

before i end off my post, gonna share what louis showed me. HAHA. hilarious!(((: enjoy.

toodles.

i feel like *@%#!&~

2009-07-30T00:13:00.008+08:00

that's reality & sometimes it sucks.

deadlines,tests/exams,commitments,expectations & etc.

all are killing me slowly.

on the brighter side,

i realized that the weather is pretty this few days whenever i looked up into the sky. it make me wanna sun tan or go for a dip, and at the same time, read a book or listen to music and just purely relax. i know a place. it's peaceful, served with great food and a fantastic greenery view (sea view would be better). however, i don't have the time for that so i can just dream on for now... but that gonna be something i WILL do it during my holiday. :D

august will be a challenging month for me, certainly.

nothing gonna bring me down, i know.(:

i miss my girls! & they are busy too.

where have my motivation gone to?

2009-07-21T00:35:00.005+08:00

SAT,18JULY2009:-

I spent my Saturday's evening with the girls to celebrate Jeannette's 19th birthday. (:

We gave jeannette's a surprise at ALPS cafe. it was indeed a successful surprise even though we panicked after seeing alvin and jeannette standing in front of the cafe's entrance. HAHA. jeannette was touched as she was tearing when we settled down. we ordered food which were yummy delicious and drinks. there's peach margarita, mango margarita, lychee martini, long island tea(?), sex on the ALPS(?) and lastly beer+sprite for our games. (: totally splendid! this celebration would not be a successful without alvin's help and mr bartender. ((: so, thank you for making it happen! and i bet all of us enjoyed ourselves that night. HAHA. (((:

the lovely couple

school was alright today.

nothing much happened.

fetched rachel from school.

went for night class.

end of Monday.

i have yet to study for ILT.

can i skip school? haha. kidding.

late day.

2009-07-10T22:10:00.004+08:00

sharul called me at around 730am and im still sleeping. btw, lesson starts at 8am today. haha. i wanted to give school a miss but i decided to drop that idea. i messaged mr ooi that i will be late. so i dragged myself out of my bed, washed up and left my house at 8 plus. i reached school at around 9 plus and heard that most of my classmates were late too. haha.

i attended mr ooi's lesson for awhile and followed by mr vincent's. his lesson was funny today. we just can't stop laughing at his story. qibin, sookhar and i decided to communicate in dialect. super duper funny. we kept asking boonwee for translatation. i had my lunch with sookhar and qibin at long john after school.

they went home and i made my way to ite dover to meet up with gavin for singa project. i walked back to school's bus stop to take 963 to ite dover as that's the only bus to my destination. gavin called and waited for me at his school's bus stop. i was so scared that i might lost my way because usually i will have company but this time round i don't. =X haha. and yes, i reached there safe and sound. haha.

while waiting for ms joyce to be back, gavin and i were discussing and thinking of ideas. all the ideas we had and the consequences of our ideas were super demoralising. haha. we didn't even know if this proposal can be carry out even if it is approve by the Singapore Kindness Movement(SKM)'s people. will the school's students participate in this project. haha. hopefully they will.

ms joyce came and with another student from amk campus, ritchie. he was there to help out ms joyce with some idelight stuff. after all the discussion, we had finally came out with the proposal. we will be holding this in clementi campus. we helped up ms joyce with her notice board and her husband dropped us off at cck.

ritchie and i decided to bound back to jurong as it was peak hour. i slept throughout the journey. haha. ritchie woke me up when the train reaching khatib and he asked me if i was that tired. haha. and i replied no,i don't know why. lucky he stopped at amk/bishan if not i think i would have miss my station. haha.

once i reached home, mummy didn't seem to be in the mood, so i asked her if she's okay. and the next thing, she was complaining about rachel being out-of-control. haha. so i decided to bathe and companied rachel so that she could cool down and yes she did. she showed me what rachel did. haha. she added powder/flour to the beaten eggs in the bowl. rachel washed the dishes today. how adorable is that. ended up, i had to clean it after her as she put too much dish-washing liquid and created foam all over the basin.

i shall stop here now, gonna catch cartoon-the little mermaid 3:ariel's begining on youtube before doing my SPA report. (((:

lastly,

PLEASE GET WELL SOON, WANG MEIWEN!(:

is this feeling good or bad?

3-in-1.

2009-07-08T23:36:00.012+08:00

lesson's classroom has clashed with other classes not just once but twice. haha. to be short and sweet as i'm lazy to elaborate in detail, school was great.

i had my haircut.(:

not much different.

let's cry hard tonight & it will be a better day tomorrow.

there's so much things i wanna tell you but i can't. i can't be selfish to keep you by my side because i can't give you what you can give which is time. it hurts to let you go but i have to. it's sweet to know that you still care. i wish i could reply the same as you but 'busy' has always strike me hard. i can't give you any fault hope, i don't want to hurt you anymore. backspace all the sweetest words and giving you all the coldest words. i do still love you,boy. i'm sorry i have to let you go. i have hurt you enough and it have to stop... you deserve a better girl.

TRANSFORMER!

2009-07-07T18:10:00.005+08:00

she is so lovely. she fell asleep while she was eating her biscuit. haha. how adorable is that. imaging you were beside her sharing biscuit with her and the next thing you see her asleep. HAHA. that's really fast. (((: i also realised that older adults tend to think that rachel(my sister) is my daughter. HAHAH.

second day of school and i was late. haha. luckily, miss dewi was about to start her lesson. i saw fazlinda when i was on my way to school. during miss dewi's lesson break, we had a mini chit chat about parents?lifestyle? haha. then back to lesson again.

during life skills, we had to come out wishes for Singapore's 44th birthday. it make me feel like drawing. HAHAHA. but my drawing sucks even though i was an art student back in secondary. haha. while heading back to clementi station, sookhar,qibin and i saw 3 uncles almost got into a fight. haha.

alright. i'm gonna catch transformer later with aunt and sister at GV. EXCITING! i'm getting a hair cut tomorrow. maybe trim, maybe cut, i don't know yet, no hairstyle in mind yet. WONDERFUL. there is no S&W tomorrow which mean school start later. hahaha. breakfast with mummy!

for you boy,

if i said i do miss you sometime, will you believe me?

FIRST DAY OF TERM 2!

2009-07-06T23:29:00.008+08:00

school has officially started today and for once i forgot to bring my ribbon. haha. as usual, waited for sookhar at clementi station and boarded bus to school. the bus braked suddenly and almost sent sookhar flying. haha.

we had temperature check and yellow sticker as a present which we had to stick it at the left side. while mr ooi was going through the answers for our test, which was taken before term break, the four of us(meiwen,sookhar,qibin&i) were busy talking and half concentrating. haha.

miss dewi mentioned in her lesson that there will be test in 2 weeks' time(wow wow wow). there will be a 20marks essay question! this is really something new. haha. after that, it's mr kk's lesson, he taught something new and remarked that LB did well for OFA test! great job, LB! (:

during life skills, we discussed our project. it was quite fun though. haha. fun time always seem so short and it's time to head home. on my way home, there are so many things running in my head which can't be explained in words. i don't know what to do, i feel so lost and i don't know why.)':

before i went for night class, i made myself cheese and peanut butter bread and sat in front of the television for half an hour. i made my way to bishan and got myself a packet of large fries without salt. and again, same things running in my head for no reason and i realised i AM actually weak.

i enjoyed my night class today.it's all about argumentative writing.(so not my type, i wasted so much time on my planning. haha.) shirley was talking about her son whom doesn't like to study and saying she doesn't want her son to be in ITE. i looked at her and told her that if she's referring to me. HAHA. i am in ITE. haha. she laughed and hugged me saying that she doesn't mean it that way. Mr Goh actually cut in our conversation and told her that there's nothing wrong with ITE because he used to study in ITE and now he is a teacher. he even mentioned not to look down on people by where they study. haha. if other people could tend to think it the way that what mr goh had mentioned, i think ITE will be a good school. haha. right?

Mr Goh used to have two mecedes.(wow wow wow)

daddy came and fetched me home from class, i had a little short conversation with him before riding home. now i know why daddy always emphasis on age 21. haha. 2 more years! (: he always has this motivation that keep me going. sometimes, i wonder if he's my guardian angel sent by god, like seriously. whenever i'm feeling uncertain, daddy is always there with motivation. i love you, daddy.

everybody wants to be loved

every once in a while

we all need someone to hold on

just like a helpless child, yeah

can you whisper in my ear

let me know is alright

10 things i did on my Sunday.

2009-06-29T01:21:00.004+08:00

i went to church in the morning with my family.
i had my breakfast at Subway.
i borrowed 3 thick books from the library.
i companied daddy to grandmother's house.
i used uncle James' lap top throughout the stay.
i companied daddy back to his school.
i helped to arrange the tables,benches,sticking labels and notes as they are preparing for school and temperature taking for H1N1.i hope everything will go smoothly for daddy as he has to reach school super early and has been stressed out because of this.
finally, i had duck rice for dinner.
i had durian after dinner.
i planned to post pictures another day.

nights.(:

sorry, the decision i made would be fair for you.

madness MADNESS!

2009-06-24T01:51:00.007+08:00

i went to school with qibin,shahidin and ayub for flash programme. it was kinda fun which i think i did learn it from somewhere. after flash programme, we took a bus down to PS for carl's junior. we went seperate ways. i went to national library to attend a workshop on KINDNESS. i made new friends from global indian international and SRJC. they are my one day friend. HAHA. it was a very great experince, i tell you. fun, fun, fun. i made another new friend from hospitality, mei hong. we need to come out a proposal on kindness to our school. -.- another project. damn.

i was tagged by afiqah & jaslin for quizzes! ((:

afiqah asked me to watch out if i didn't do! HAHA.

she was joking only. (((:

so here it go!

1 ) Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?

-i have no idea.

2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?

-lazy.

3) Who was the last person you took photo with.?

-family.

4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?

-not really.

5.) Would you ever donate blood.?

-i wanted but i'm not qualify for the 'terms&conditions'. haha.

6.) Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex.?

-yes

7.) Do you want someone dead.?

-definitely no

8.) What does the last message say ?

-"yesh... see you tmr thn..."

9.) What are you thinking right now.?

-how to have better time management?

10.) Do you wish someone with you right now.?

-yea.

11.) What time you went to bed last night.?

-3,4 plus?? i don't remember.

12.) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you’re wearing now.?

-i'm wearing pyjamas.

13.) Is someone in your mind.?

-yes.

14.) Who was the last person who texted you.?

-shahidin

[YOURSELF]

001. Real name

Sim Jiun Yiing Karen.
002. Nickname(s)

misnerak.
003. Star sign

gemini.
004. Male or female

female.
005. Elementary

Chongfu Pri.
006. Middle School

CHIJ Sec Toa Payoh.
007. High School

ITE Clementi.
008. Hair color

dark medium brown.
009. Long or short hair

medium.
010. Loud or Quiet

LOUD.
011. Sweats or Jeans

jeans.
012. Phone or Camera

Camera Phone.
013. Fruits or fried foods

fruits.
014. Drink or Smoke?

Drink.
015. Do you have a crush on someone?

currently no.
016. Eat or Drink

both.
017. Piercings

don't have.
018. Tattoos

don't have.
019. Been in an airplane

yea.
020. Been in a relationship

yea.
021. Been in a car accident

no.
022. Been in a first fight

not really, with sister?consider?

[FIRST]
023. First piercing

on my 21st birthday.

024. First best friend

Pri5.
025. First award

Sec2.
026. First crush

Pri5.
027. First fashion sense

since the day i was born.hahs.

[LAST]
029. Last person you talked to

sharul.
030. Last person you texted

shahidin.
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with

sister.
032. Last food you ate

home food.
033. Last movie you watched

a M18 3D movie.
034. Last song you listened to

no boundaries.
035. Last thing you bought

Carl's Junior.
036. Last person you hugged

Rachel.

[FAVOURITES]
037. Food

plenty.
038. Drinks

plenty.
039. Clothing

depends.
040. Books

depends.
041. Musics

suit my ears will do.
042. Flower

SUNFLOWER
043. Colours

red, orange etc.
044. Movies

movies which attract me.

045. Positions

depends.

[IN 2008]
047. Kissed in the snow

no.
048. celebrated Halloween

don't think so.
049. had your heart broken

yes.
050. went over the minutes on your cell phone

i don't get this.

051. someone questioned your sexual orientation

i don't get this either.
052. came out of the closet

it will break.
053. gotten pregnant

no.
054. had an abortion

no.
055. done something you've regretted

i guess so.
o56. broke a promise

yes.
057. hid a secret

yes.
058. pretended to be happy

yes.
059. met someone who changed your life

yes.
060. pretended to be sick

i don't think so.
061. left the country

yes.
062. tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it

yes.
063. cried over the silliest thing

haha. yes.
064. ran a mile

if i could i don't mind trying.
65. went to the beach with your best friend(s)

yes.
066. stayed single the whole year

no.

[CURRENTLY]
067. Eating

no.
068. Drinking

yes.
069. I'm about to

sleep.
070. Listening to

no boundaries.
071. Plans for today

school,workshop and home.
072. Waiting for

myself to finishing blogging.

[FUTURE]

073. Want kids?

YES! half a dozen (inside joke) haha.
074. Want to get married?

YES!
075. Careers in mind

YES!

[PREFER]
76. Lips or eyes

eyes
077. Shorter or taller?

average.
078. Romantic or spontaneous

half half.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms

half half.

[ARE YOU]

080. Sensitive or loud

half half.
081. Hook-up or in a relationship

in a relationship.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant

none.

[HAVE YOU]
083. Lost glasses/contacts

perfect eye side.
084. Ran away from home

sort of.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense

no.
086. Killed somebody

no.
087. Broken someone's heart

i guess so
088. Been arrested

no.
089. Cried when someone died

yes.

[DO YOU BELIEVE IN]
090. Yourself

yes.
091. Miracles

yes.
092. Love at first sight

depends.
093. Heaven

yes.
094. Santa Claus

i used to.
095. Sex on the first date

nahh.

096. Kiss on the first date

depends on atmosphere.

[ANSWER TRUTHFULLY]
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now?

yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

yes.
099. Do you believe in God

totally.
100. This is the 100th and last

better be.
- FINALLY!Tag 10 ppl to do this quiz:

anyone,someone,everyone.

whoever was bored or something.

MICHELLE IN BANGS!(:

2009-06-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

have you been too busy until you lose yourself in a way or two? well, i guess i did. sometimes i don't seem to understand myself. what i want? what am i thinking? my actions and my thoughts are like strangers, they don't coordinate anymore like how it used to be. how am i going to juggle so many things at one go? i feel like letting go certain things...

on the lighter note,

my dear michelle had a haircut, BANGS! (: i was a little surprised by her new hair. hah. i thought i could save it but she did something to it that i could not. so being a smarty, i print screen. HAHAHA. tadaaaaaa! in conclusion, i'm smarter than michelle for this! she will get what i mean. HAHA. (((:

When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin'
And you wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one
That you've been waitin' for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life
So sure of where we're headin'
And we wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Farms Visiting!

2009-06-22T03:05:00.008+08:00

visited farms in Singapore. from fish to vegetable to goat to mushroom to frog to fish again and home. gosh, it super duper tiring! i like the fish farm,qian hu. (: the stingray are super duper cute and expensive. -.- hahs. goat farm changed so much since the last visit. we used to feed the goats but now we can't due to all the diseases. still, we managed to feed two mountain goats at the farmart. (:

i guess that pretty much sum up the day. (:

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BAILIN!

i'll try to update more in the afternoon if possible. (:

one week of holiday gone. left 2 more weeks.

i still have so many things to do yet so little time.

this coming week is flooded with programmes mann.

it's good and bad at the same time...

APPRECIATED♥

2009-05-25T01:14:00.003+08:00

first,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DIANA, FAZLINDA, WILFRED & MYSELF! (((:

Thank you for celebrating my birthday on friday!

Thank you for the wonderful birthday celebration no matter how busy you guys are preparing for exams.

Thank you for all the wishes from everyone, facebook, sms, callings, tagboards and face to face.(((: i will post a more detailed some other day. For now, i just wanna thanks everyone! yupps.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

xoxo.

how i wish you could read my mind. hees.

2009-05-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

NAPFA today. i see gold. *bling bling* HAHA.

result was better than i expected except inclined pull up. HAHA. :D

so here goes my results,

35, sit ups - A

17, inclined pull ups - B

193cm, standing broad jump - A

49cm, sit and reach - A

11sec, shuttle run - A

13plus mins, 2.4km - A

i could have all As but i'm contented with the results. ((:

At the standing broad jump station, i passed my new ez link card to the person-in-charge to scan the barcode. When i was ready to jump, he would cut in between and joke about my picture. HAHA. bloody hell. not once but twice. nonsense mann, ezlink cards always have ugly pictures right. HAHA. but overall, the fitness group of people are nice. ((: they are super cool. some will know what i mean. HAHAHA.

2.4km was as usually but it was with 5 classes. o.O HAHA. i came in 24 in position. ((: 24 is a nice number too. i see 24 every now and then. anyone getting toto or 4D, maybe you can try this number. HAHA. during the jog, the fitness group of people cheered for everyone whoever passed them.

That's all for NAPFA. ((:

today was not the day for me to/in school. i actually trip over the stairs twice at clementi station and almost sprain my ankle. HAHA. then during Mr KK's break, i knocked into the door with my knees and there's a loud bang. HAHA. and i was afraid i will fall during 2.4km. HAHA. lucky i did not. phew. unlucky..

looked for mr edward to fill in some form and was introduced to LA's eddie. HAHA. the hand shake we had was super firm, like he can break my bones in no time. HAHAHA.

my muscles are aching! ):

i'm tired and i'm going to sleep.

3 more days.

sweet, sweeter & sweetest.

2009-05-21T10:23:00.005+08:00

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2009-05-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

NAPFA tomorrow.
wish me luck people.
HAHA.

i was super awake for school as i slept throughout last night. :D so, we had make up lesson from Mr Wee for BEVM and we were discussing about SIA's SWOT. time always passed so fast when the fun part begins. ): finally, i had attended Mr KK's OFA as i had totally missed up last week lessons for graduation. he was teaching something new and i catch no balls from the start and he actually joked that it was my loss for missing his lessons. HAHA. i told sookhar that if i fail this module, i know who to look for. HAHA. Mr KK's eyes almost popped out. HAHA. he taught about mail merge, interesting i can say but need full time attention to understand. HAHA. next was Mr Vincent's lesson, we only did mind map and lesson ended. HAHA. time really passed very fast. HAHA.

meiwen went home, qibin waiting for spoony and sookhar and i decided to have our lunch. sookhar asked shahidin and shafeeq to tag alone, then boon wee too! HAHAH. we had long john. yummy yummy. then boon wee, sookhar and i went home together. HAHA. basically, i think sookhar and i were entertaining boon wee with our nonsense. HAHA.

i reached home, settled down and watched cartoon, totally spies on disney channel. my all time favourite. HAHA. ((:

Mr Wee called and asked a few questions and he actually joked that i'm going to LAS VEGAS in a private jet! HAHA. my eyes almost popped up and went speechless! next thing he said that he was pulling my leg. -.- HAHA. how naive can i be to actually believe it. HAHA. can't blame it on me because he sounded so serious. HAHA. -.- nowadays, teachers have great sense of humour. HAHAHA. interesting! haha.

4 more days! weeheehee.

it's not easy to maintain such an excellence results.
daddy said, i will feel the pressure soon.
i agreed, because LB is way to competitive. there's still LA.
i need to do something about it NOW.))):
i wanna go back to nitec, it's way way more relaxing than H.nitec.
but i should face the reality! hahs.
(((: I CAN DO IT!

2009-05-18T22:48:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY 17/05/2009

'what? you are 19? i thought you were 15/16..'

'you are so small..'

blah blah...

basically, i spent my sunday in my study room doing projects' powerpoint slides. before i even start off with all the powerpoint slides, i helped mummy to tidy the house as there will be people coming for rosary prayer in the late afternoon. i also spent most of the time in the kitchen chopping the ingredients needed for mummy's dishes. i companied daddy to northpoint to get some stuff and a birthday cake. ((:

so while doing the powerpoint slides, the guests were out at the dinning table for dinner after the rosary. before the guests left, they celebrated my birthday.. HAHA. and yea, i freaking don't look like a nineteen years old kid..

Thanks for the advance wishes.

Back to today,

due to the lack of study for BEVM - partnership, i studied in the train and i almost lost my grip of the pole and fall. HAHA. for that moment, i wished i was an octopus so i can carry my bag, lappy, read my textbook and grab the pole. plus balancing in the train with my heels. HAHA. multi-tasking. :D

saw sharul on the way to school and he offered to carry my lappy for me. thank you.(: hahs. In class, showed meiwen the IR's slides and continued the editing. first lesson was BEVM, means there will be test. in the end, it was an open book test on unit 1 and 2. -.- and we were allow to discuss the answers. sookhar,meiwen,qibin and i confirmed the answer and after awhile i will repeat the answers again. o.O HAHA. yea yea, outcome for sleeping on the table(inside joke). hahs.

suppose to present the slides for IR today but the group before us finished presenting on the dot for break, so i have to bring lappy for tomorrow's presentation. HAHA. )))): after break, had LFS presentation. HAHA. yea. finally one down. (((:

can't think of anything anymore, i need some sleep badly.

my old ezlink was spoilt for no apparent reason and i can't tap it. so i thought i could use the new ezlink card but wrong, i can't use it at all. i have to activate it. ended up using adult fare to bishan for night class. HAHA. gosh.

NAPFA on 21 MAY

seeing CLIQUE on 24 MAY! :D

5 more days to go!excited.

it just normal conversation, right?

2009-05-15T01:23:00.003+08:00

ceremony was great with great companies! (((:

almost half of TG 2008 were present. (((:

after ceremony, all parted their own ways. qibin, sookhar, meiwen, caspar, shahidin and i went to sumo's house for lunch. sookhar, meiwen and i headed back to school to watch a video on tibet. it was interesting but draggy. hahs. after lesson, i was supposed to ask miss dewi some questions but i totally forgot what i wanna asked. hahs. mr chung came in and we had a little chit chat. daddy called and asked to ~~baby~~sister-sit my two sisters. i was watching cartoon with rachel and we both fell asleep. hahs. when i woke up, brenda and rachel were watching cartoon quietly in the dark. hahs. i brought them out to pack food home from macs. muscles were aching while i was riding the bicycle. yesterday i went to the bank twice and paddled like mad due to some error. hahs. we watched cartoon again while having dinner and parents came home from town. hahs.

daddy told me that they saw a bag that's suitable for my uniform which cost 180plus after discount. o.O i was stunned and i was thinking i would not even bring that bag out, what if it was stolen. HAHA.

anyway, this little sister of mine, rachel, will be having her dental operation in the morning! so pray hard, she will be fine. (((: parents even bought plenty of play-doughs for her. hahs. adorable.. bless her with her operation. i wish i was there too but i have school to attend. damn..

toodles.

i thought of letting go..

2009-05-13T00:55:00.004+08:00

school ended at 12noon today.

it was raining cats and dogs while boarding 105.

meiwen, sookhar, qibin and i ate at IMM's macs.

i had MacWings! :D and i drank hot tea!

we went to daiso to shop.

i bought notepad.

we walked around IMM.

we sent qibin off to the MRT.

sookhar and i went to meiwen's house to do some research for project.

meiwen's house is interesting.

we chit-chat with her parents.

laughters were filled in the air.

we did some research for role-play.

we cam-whore with her web cam.

funny pictures had flooded her desktop.

daddy called and fetched me home from jurong.

we went to buy dinner at a thai restaurant.

home sweet home.

i had completed 50% of my organiser. sweet.

i'm going to miss out lessons for ceremony at dover. (:

randomness:

'true love is rare, so when you find it

don't let it go just because of a barrier you can't cross.'

-Ray H Wall

2009-05-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

my horoscope stated this:

Changing your mind about something might be called for today when you hear a convincing counterpoint. But don't switch gears right away. Give this issue some serious thought as the day continues. Hold off on defending your thoughts and converting to the other side. Revising your outlook is an intelligent and responsible thing to do from time to time, but you shouldn't do it too reflexively.

it's freaking damn true! changing my mind about something. hahas.
hold on or let go? which will you choose?

i attended 2 hours of lesson and discussion for SPA Package Project in school.(:
i also realized that i have 8 projects impending! OMG!
i better start now before the deadlines draw nearer and nearer..

toodles.

我不是你想象的那麼勇敢...

2009-05-10T01:31:00.009+08:00

it had passed 12midnight, so here i am wishing all mummies out there a very...

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAYYY!

((((((((((:

it was a last minute decision to agree aunt karen to go for teacher jasmine and charles' daughter's wedding dinner. it was held at marina mandarin hotel. here is a picture of the newly weds, nicholas and geraldine. it was also geraldine's birthday too according to aunt karen. double happiness. hahs.

CONGRATS AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

menu of the night.

dishes' picture i will post up another day. hahs.

after all, the dinner was great especially the dessert! LOVED IT! i also had plenty of drinks right in front of me too. i had like a glass of warm plain water, coke and a glass of beer and wine which i shared with aunt karen. hahs. basically, the people on the same table are really entertaining and lovely dovey as all were adults except me. hahs. there was live jazz performance too. the ambiance was totally awesome. (((((:

aunt karen and i. both karen. hahs.

that's my duckie which was stolen together with my bag and stuff. all i have is a picture of it. ): i know i should not mention it anymore. so this shall be the last post of some unfortunate incident. hopefully, my stolen items will be well taken care of by any strangers/stealers. my few months old duckie, my three years ipod video, my one year jacket and umbrella, a few weeks notes and textbooks, my pencil case, my first lost keys and whatever inside my one year bag. hahs. people might think i'm crazy or something, whoever stole it will never care at all. ): so goodbye my beloved items.. i will remember you lovely items. haha. :D

Thanks for all the concerns that i get from friends. ((:

always look on the bright side of life..

so last friday, decided to go for cca, badminton. it was really fun and did manage to sweat it out real good. next week, one of the day, LB might have a school trip to esplanade and marina barrage! hahs. no big deal right? but it's a big deal to me! hahs. hopefully it will be an approval!

Maybe Were Friends

Maybe Were More

Maybe It's Just My Imagination

But I See You Stare Just A Little Too Long

And It Makes Me Start To Wonder

So Baby Call Me Crazy

But I Think You Feel It Too

Maybe I, Maybe I

Just Got To Get Next To You

you make me smile like an idiot.

2009-05-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

my eyes are swollen from all the crying i had in the afternoon. i don't feel like going to school, i don't have the mood to study. i don't even have a proper set of stationaries and textbooks at all. my bag will be super duper light which i will feel super insecure about it. all my paper work are gone. too many things have to be replaced. i don't know where to start from. all the tests are coming one by one even napfa test. my sport and wellness' attire also gone. basically everything i need are not with me. i know there no point dwelling on it but i just don't know how to face it in a positive way. the more i think about it, the more i feel like crying again. i feel so unless and disappointed for not looking after all my thing. i think i will be at my worst for school, i'm sorry...

2009-05-06T17:50:00.005+08:00

i went out with a bag and came home with just my wallet and handphone.

screw you, stealer! i know i can't blame no one but myself. the bag is equally important as my wallet and handphone even though it has just textbooks, notes, duckie, nemo's present, house keys, ipod video, thumb drive, handphone's memory card reader and personal stuff inside. it contain everything i need in my current life. why would you,stealer, stole my bag for? i don't understand. i should have just sit there with my bag rather than ordering food. i should have be more careful and responsible for my own things but now it's all too late... no matter how much i cried, i still can't run away from the fact that it had happened. how i wish i can turn back time and avoid such incident but no use. it doesn't work this way, i know. i just wish and pray hard that the HDB Building's cameras can help me now. i just want my stuff back badly.

i'm sorry LB mates to get you guys into danger, your email and contacts are inside my file. i'm really sorry and hope you guys would not get any funny or weird calls. thank you daddy, berwin, sookhar and meiwen for comforting me in a way or two especially sookhar as i had to drag your time in meeting your bf to help me out with this mess. if not with you around, i don't know what will i do.

sorry daddy for causing so much inconvenience to you. due to all this, you have to change all the pad-locks, letter box key and making extra pairs of keys for the family just for our safety as i have important document in my bag such as my address. also, thank you for being there when i need you around. you have never failed to be there right away whenever something happened to me. you guide me through and taught me to be more aware of my surrounding. i had learnt my lesson...

at the police station, i overheard another man making a similar report,where his bag was stolen at the library. i wonder if there is stealing bags spree now. so, to readers out there, please please please beware of your belongings. i don't want you guys to be in my state now.

i have to start all over again.. ):

i need some comfort and hugs badly.

i'm sorry for all the trouble...

2009-05-04T23:01:00.009+08:00

picture of the day! :D

finally, almost all LB had put on their official uniform! smart guys and pretty girls. one thing in common that LB's girls shared was PLASTERS were our best friend for the day. hahs. we had temperature taking once we entered the classroom.

i think i really need to settle down and understand BEVM. ): common test on 3 june. ):

after BEVM, headed to LTO room for ILT. once we settle down, the first thing was some of the girls took off our heels, including me. hahs. damn shiok. we were watching soundless document about marine life in Australia? i guess. we started to cam-whore once mdm dewi gave us our break. so here are the pictures with official uniform...

due to the early dismissal we had for lunch break, we played a game and that's how the 'picture of the day' came about. hahs. too many inside jokes so i shall not elaborate before someone kills me with force kiss(inside jokes but happened before). hahs.

am i falling for you?

my horoscope stated this:

The best way to your heart is through your head, and someone new to your life gets that -- they know how to talk to you. Be open to their probing conversations, and take their questions at face value. They are not trying to be a busybody -- they are simply trying to find out what makes you tick. And that's pretty flattering, isn't it? It's safe for you to trust them with what you really want out of life. This is an excellent time to start a new relationship.

2009-05-03T21:59:00.004+08:00

As promised, i will be updating my blog. (:

the girls, girls' bf (alvin and glenn), bailin and his friends celebrated chersy's 19th birthday on 24 april at pasir ris park.

labour day, i went over to grandmother's house with daddy to help my uncles and aunts to take picture. hahs. met up with chersy around 4 and headed to far east to support bailin's band. (: i also met up with stella, hweeyee and eric for dessert and home sweet home. hahs.

today's sister off day. so she join us for breakfast at northpoint. she was craving for chicken chop. hahs. plus plus, she is starting to wear make up! hahs. how cool can that be.. she is gonna be a pretty girly girl soon.. haha. after breakfast, mummy, rachel and i went to the library whereas daddy and sister went home. before entering the library, they have to scan your ezlink or NRIC card. so went to the kids' corner and rachel borrowed 4 books. hahs. we headed home after that.

from tomorrow onwards, i have to say goodbye to polo tee, skirt and sneakers and hello to long sleeves, long skirt, ribbon and heels. hahs. i received sms stating that we have to bring our own thermometer to school. hahs. we gonna have temperature taking session! ((:

good luck to a quarter of LB mates for your presentation tomorrow. ((:

my horoscope said that:

Take things more slowly in one of your newer relationships. Any impatience you show will only create stress between you two, so just let things unfold at their own pace and don't try to push your views onto them. You need to stay with this person and show them you are committed. While you wait for them, run some errands and keep yourself busy with other things. Soon enough, they'll be ready to take things to the next level. Your future is bright with them.

2009-04-27T00:49:00.007+08:00

3rd week of school.

time passes so fast.

i'm still not in the mood for school.

night class gonna start tonight..

i need to buck upp.

I CAN DO IT.

if i have the time, i shall post pictures.

my blog is getting wordy wordy wordy.

not forgetting, chersy's birthday.

can check out on her blog thou.

haha.

grinning ear to ear, lovely. hahs. XD

2009-04-22T00:15:00.008+08:00

i wish i have the ability to read people's mind. hahs

am i on the right track?

am i a good or bad friend?

why can't people be more open up?

why are things getting more complicated?

what kind of impression do people have on me?

did i forget how the way i study because i can't seem to absorb anything?

damn my brain! hmph. >:(

i feel so lost suddenly, why?! i have no idea either.

i did a personality test on the net in school during life skills.

it seems to be very true! hahs. BUT mrs ho had yet to explain it.

2009-04-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

i spent my weekends celebrating 2 person's birthdays!(:

Aunt Karen & Mr Kenny!

how cool was that.

i will post pictures soon.

tomorrow will be the start of week 2!

cca fair! ((: BADMINTON, anyone?

i love school. ha ha ha ha.

2009-04-15T23:27:00.006+08:00

3 days of orientation had ended.
lessons will officially start tomorrow.

this year orientation was interesting.
we had aerobics as one of the programme.
it was damn fun. hahs.

we had also class tee and cheers.
even though we did not win any prizes.
i'm sure LB had fun. hahs.
i'm sure the bonding was great too.

alright.
i'm really need plenty of sleep now.
tomorrow will be another long day.
toodles.

this two years course gonna be very competitive.
i have to work double harder than last year.
so i guess it's all about studies now.
other things will be shooo to aside.
hope some of my friends will be understanding.
i guess. but i wanna have fun too. )):
at the same time, i also want to have good results. hahs.

2009-04-13T01:13:00.002+08:00

school starting in few hours!
excited? kinda.
wish me luck! good luck,karen.

holiday just passed like that. gosh. i'm still not in school mood yet.
i wonder how i pass my time in school. hmm..

stay tune..

toodles.
nights.

2009-04-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

mummy is nagging like nobody's business! annoying! you know why? because from tmr onwards, church service will change to 845 instead of 9 in the morning! wth! that's mean i have to wake up even earlier than before and be ready by 810! OMG! -faints. !#%&(_)+*

so, i'm gonna do a fast post.

i enjoyed myself today with clique!
i can't seem to get my face tanned! hahs.
my legs seem to get tanned easily. freaks!
i'm like a toner. light to dark from top to toe. hahs.
hahs. whatever!

toodles.
shall do a proper post tmr.

2009-04-11T01:13:00.002+08:00

this photo was taken last saturday.hees.

i still can't believe that school is starting in 2 days time. hahs. i will be 'new' to the school. i wonder which class will i be in (btw, there are only 2 classes), i wonder what's the time table be like, i wonder, i wonder and i wonder...

there are plenty of things left uncompleted.

study room 3/4 cleared.
bedroom 0/4 cleared.
cork shoes for school.
school bag.

hopefully, i can complete the first two before school starts and the last two during the first week of school. by the time, i would have received my officially uniform. ((: hooray. but i don't really like the uniform. hahs. i shall see how it goes.

so, woke up early for church due to Good Friday. A day to remember how Jesus has scarified his life for us. A day for fasting too. after service, headed to northpoint's subway. i only have half of 6-inch tuna and plain water. mummy said we should not eat too full or something like that. i don't really remember. even though i was really hungry, i still manage to survive until now. after 12 midnight, i flooded my stomach with HL milk. hah.

i can't wait to meet the clique later. and yes, i have yet to pack my stuff for www. hahs. :D

toodles.

i didnt expect i would see you, stranger.(:

2009-04-08T00:48:00.013+08:00

my mum was surprised to receive a phone call from a male party looking for me this morning. hahs. and he turned out to be my teacher, mr wee. hahs.

i bumped into a neighbour outside the lift and we had a little chat.

he: woah, bring your sister to school eh? so which level are you studying now?

i: i graduated and now studying in a college.

he: woah! not bad. (he was amazed thinking jc probably.)

i: no, ite college. (his reaction changed 180 degree.)

he: oh. which school?

i: clementi.

he: woah! so far eh?

i: ya. the school has the course i'm studying.

he: oh. what course?

i: leisure and travel operations.

he: woah! not bad. waiting for casino eh?! (his reaction changed 180 degree again.)

i: maybe.

wtf.. what's wrong with ite. ): i know i have chosen this path so i have to tolerate those disgusted pairs of eyes looking down at you when you are an ite student. i hate it when people's reaction changed when i mentioned ite. it's always the same. that's so demoralizing in some ways... )))':

i went over to michelle's house for mahjong session together with shermaine and chersy! it was really fun! haha. after plently rounds, we decided to stop and head home for dinner. hahs.
i actually teared for you,BFF. i don't know why but tears just rolled down. i hope you are okay and i'm always here for you! (: cheer up.
school is starting in 5 days times. the same procedure as last year. i'm gonna meet different classmates too. so excited yet scary. hahs. hopefully everything will turn out fine.i have yet to prepare myself for school. is that a good thing or bad thing?

i'm addicted to this song, so i'm gonna share it with all of you. :D

it's in cantonese.

2009-03-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating regularly, so bear with me with this long post! ((:

I’ve no idea where to start from… but I do have a hard typing the letter ‘T’ as it had pop out from the keypad. hahs. No matter how hard I push it back, it just pop out and I need to press harder in order for my MR. T to appear in the screen. hahs.

Anyway, I had chosen to proceed to Higher Nitec in Leisure and Travel Operations (LTO) after much consideration. Since I have chosen this course, I will put in 101% effort to ace well in this course and do my parents proud.

I had also planned to retake my O level English AGAIN this year as my result was real bad. The good thing is that the syllabus has yet to change. I hope that this year will be the one and only last time I will retake my English. In order to fulfill this goal, I guess it’s time to flip and read newspapers, vocabulary books and etc to improve my English.

I had ‘expired’ from WTS Travel last Friday, 13^th March at 7PM. It had marked the end of my attachment. The laughter, joy, bitterness, sourness, ringing from the phones, flipping through the file for packages’ enquires, teasing of colleagues, printing itineraries, solving the jam of papers in the printer, stamping envelopes, issue tickets/vouchers, munching on food, slacking, gossiping and many many more had engrafted in one part of my wonderful memories.

This 10 weeks attachment was indeed an eye-opening for me towards Travel Agency line. No matter how nasty, unreasonable or rude can the customers be, there will always a smile on their face but deep down it was full of fears. I might not have experience to such extend that customer want a refund, file a complain or defending themselves for their mistakes but I had seen a few right in front of my pair of eyes. Such customers really scare the hell out of me and don’t forget I’m just a watcher not the dealer. I can imagine how they will feel dealing such customers. Lucky for me, I had come across really nice customers and they are really patient with me when I told them I’m under attachment. While I was typing their particulars into the company’s system, we will have a little chit chat. It makes me feel better in some ways and calmness just flow in. On the other hand, I did meet a few impatient customers. When they know I was under attachment, they would want a professional consultant to serve them.

Last but not least, I also grateful to have such understanding, caring and wonderful supervisor, MR KENNY TEOH. He has really taught me a lot about being in a business line. How I have to behave while working, The way I talk to someone with a higher rank, The attitude I should have or should not have and many more. He is just like a working daddy to me, looking out for meiwen, sookhar and I if the work load is too heavy for us. Sometimes he will bring us out for dinner and shopping. The time we spent were more than just working partners, it’s like we have been friends since ages ago. Hahs. i do enjoy the stay in WTS travel but not for the working duration. hees.

By ending this part, I shall add a picture in. hahs.

Recently, I had met up with the clique.

We were supposed to head down to sentosa for a tan but the weather was not at our side. We planned the whole morning and had decided to slack and watch DVD at maine's house. We also packed food to maine's house. We watched GHOST GAME. Some of us screamed and even peeped in between fingers to cover the scary part of the movie. hahs. After the movie, we played mahjong! it was really addictive, i can say. With the help of michelle, I learnt a lot about mahjong. hahs. We played until dinner time. We sat round the table to enjoy the delicious food cooked by uncle pang and at the same time, we all had a little chit chat. It was really great spending time with the clique. There will be more to come. ((:

Finally, I have come to the end of my post.

Enjoy reading.
toodles.

How I wish time would stop at the special moment of my life. hahs.

2009-03-12T00:05:00.004+08:00

EITHER ONE..

a. Higher Nitec in LEISURE & TRAVEL OPERATIONS

b. Diploma in CIVIL AVIATION

Which will you choose?

i'm stuck with this two choices again.. YES AGAIN! RP has sent a letter for enrolment and last day will be this coming fri, 13th. MR WEE has given me 90% of assurance for my place in higher nitec. i really don't know which to go for..

my head is just RP or HIGHER NITEC?!

I can't even make up my mind for such simple stuff. that's really pissing me off. ):

2009-03-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

randoms:
1. i had destroyed my MARCH schedules. hahs.
2. i like the peacefulness in office with additional laughters/tense-ness filled in the air.
3. i need to upload pictures soon.
4. i like talking to MEIWEN.
5. i love raining nights.

I HATE LIARS!):

2009-02-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

NATAS NATAS NATAS NATAS NATAS.hahs.

tomorrow is the natas fair 2009!

i wonder how is it like as i never been to such event before.hoho.

SO, i looking forward to tomorrow event @ EXPO!

i will be wearing the company's tshirt for the first time. hahs.

after that, i will need to return it to the company. -.-

AND two weeks later, i will farewell with the company!hahs.

AND FOR SURE I WILL BE SEEING JASMINE TOMORROW! (((:

tagged by MEIWEN!

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 15 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.

1.I like to disturb brenda when she is asleep.
2.Once the clock strike 12midnight, i will start my food hunting.
3.I want to be smarter.
4.When i have nothing to do, i will walk around my house.
5.I love munching on food.
6.I collect pretty notepads.
7.I have a monthly time-table which i hardly follow.
8.I am fickle-minded.
9.I make thing complicated when it is actually easy.
10.I love my family and friends.
11.I mess up my table easily.
12.I knocked into a glass door before.
13.I want to fulfill mummy's wish to go Rome for religion purposes.
14.I use my straightener almost everyday.
15.I have the most fast food intake for year 2009.

TOODLES.
(:

2009-02-18T23:25:00.004+08:00

TICK-TOCK-TICK-TOCK-TICK... I realise 24hours a day is not enough for me. Maybe I do have the time, just that I was too lazy/tired/busy. hahs. Ever since the day i started my attachment, i have been spending lesser time with my family and friends. So many knots which get tighter each time i tried to untie it. the more i want to untie it, the more complicated it gets. sometimes REALITY scares me. I don't know how to put it but in short, REALITY do scares me.
i need some comfort. i need some hugs. i need someone to chat with. i miss my friends. i miss schooling. i miss those time the five of us spent together but they seem to be strangers to me. they have their boyfriends/girlfriends, newfriends and soon one by one stepping out of your life. the only one with different schedules from the rest, it's really eerie to feel this way. Tear just keep rolling down as i am typing. too many negative thoughts i am having now. the fear of losing close friends. the fear of every single shit.

2009-01-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

i have owe too many pictures to post. hahs.

alright, so i have my posting result out early in the morning.very early. hahs. i had posted to RP,diploma in civil aviation. yea. this was my 5th choice in JAE. i tried to appeal for my first choice but the cut off was like less than 15 pt. i was quite disappointed about that. BUT BUT BUT after talking to a few people including my daddy, i have decided to stay with this course. yeap. i shall not elaborate about it. (:

overall, i just hope that i will enjoy in this course weather i like it or not. hahs.
looking forward to tomorrow's outing with HOGC. (((:

2009-01-30T00:55:00.006+08:00

i gave my blog a new skin. (((:

i almost did a genting booking for a customer but company's system was down. ): such a waste. hope to see this customer on sat. ((: sookhar and i were looking at tour packages and we eyed on genting and batam tour. hahs. perhaps i can plan for a real outbound tour. it's still in KIV mode. hahs

the result of my posting in poly will be coming out in no time later on.
i do not even know where to go to check for the result. haha.
i heard from meiwen that ITE result will be coming out too.
gosh. will i be stuck with 2 courses. left or right. hah.
hopefully poly posting will give me my first choice! (((:
good luck for those people getting your posting result. (((:

i will roll my eyes at you for sure. i'm serious. hahs.

2009-01-23T00:34:00.004+08:00

my JAE was saved by daddy so not to worry, i will get the posting by end of this month. ((:

today was a crazy day. yes! especially with stella. so as i promised her, i will load my unglam pictures that she took tonight in my blog. not now but maybe tmr. (((:

people get to silm down easily once they work because they are so busy to have food but for me it will be the other way. haha. i think i will gain weight during this attachment period. hahs. OHHH. and if there was a award in the company for being the coolest person, i will vote for Kenny! hahah. who's kenny? blah blah. i will post up pictures that were taken in the office soon so that you will know who is who and blah blah blah....

so stay tune. hahs.
toodles.
((:

2009-01-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

fucked up.
i screw up my JAE!
):

2009-01-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

one: veterinary technology @ TP
two: leisure and tour operations @ ITE clementi
three: dental hygiene & therapy @ NYP
four: aviation management & services @ TP

which will you go for if you were me?
all courses seem interesting to me but i dont know what to choose.
should i continue from where i stop from tourism or go for other choices?

dear lord, i need your help.

2009-01-06T21:43:00.004+08:00

i enjoyed my work but i hate the bus journey back home today.
the bus make me feel so horrible.
it seems like something stucked at my oesophagus and could not come out.
i alighted 2 stops earlier before my actual bus stop to walk home.
how nice. haha.
i saw alex on my way home.
((:
i'm looking forward to tomorrow's work.YEA.

i will update much later once i settle my work stuff. haha.
lousy computer of theirs. opps.